I don’t like a complicated life. I enjoy listening to Taylor Swift and singing along with every song. I love the sounds and Missy Higgins. I don’t like people who require a lot of attention and are loud. I am pretty shy and I always have been. When I was little I would always ask my mom what everything was and I loved to just watch people do things--my mom cooking, my bachan fixing my stuffed gorilla’s armpit or my dad putting up Christmas lights. I have always had long hair and I like my hair. I love watching movies and by far my favorite movie is The Count of Monte Christo. I have read all of the twilight books and I have read the 2nd and 3rd books twice. Although everyone didn't like the movies, I still did and I have watched the first one many times. I go up the stairs two at time and when I go down stairs I usually jump off the last two or three. I get obsessed with a song easily and I will listen to that song over and over again and everyone around me gets so sick of it but it takes me a long time to get over it--i never get sick of it. I want people to like me but not a lot of people do and for the most part I am okay with that. I understand that I am not a social butterfly and that I will always be somewhat socially challenged. There are two things on this world I am absolutely obsessed with and those are NAM pageants and everything disney. I could spend hours and hours looking at pageant dresses and fantasizing what dresses I would buy if I had unlimited money. I hate the complications that come with money and it bothers me when people say they are only attracted to a person with a certain color hair. By far though my biggest pet peeve is when people have their windshield wipers on way faster than is necessary. I love pink sparkly things and I love sparkly dresses. I am Miss Teen Orange County and surprisingly I like my banner a lot more than my crown. I like to have pictures but I don’t like to have pictures taken of me. I am afraid of disappointing people. I like to talk in front of people if I have material prepared by someone else and I have had adequate time to read over the material. I love weddings and I have mine all planned out, the only thing I’m missing from my perfect wedding is my husband. I think girls that are really boy crazy are annoying and I don’t think boys should ruin friendships even after you are married and engaged. I shave my arms because I don’t like hair. Sometimes I get really paranoid that I smell--for example, the other night I was really warm in my bed and I got out of bed at 3:37 am to put deodorant on, even though I was planning on taking a shower in the morning. I am a pretty good facebook stalker but I am no where near professional yet. I find a lot of enjoyment in playing bejeweled blitz and bubble breaker. I think I’m good at math but I know that I couldn’t know that yet because I haven’t taken calculus. Right now a boy likes me and I don’t know if I like him because the last time we went out he ate two double doubles at in-n-out and smelt kind of funny. I lied about going to a comedy sportz match--i never went to one of my high school’s matches, but many times I almost did. When I have kids their birthdays are going to be a really big deal and we are going to celebrate for the whole week because one time I was watching john and kate plus 8 and kate said that she always has really big birthday parities because we should celebrate all of our kids accomplishments and be very grateful for the miracle that they are in our lives. I am half japanese and surprisingly I have never been offended with any jokes or stereotypes that come with that. I like being unique in that way. I don’t like it when boys have long fingernails and I had fake nails before and absolutely hated every second of that but when I had them taken off it was the coolest feeling ever so I had them put on again and I had them taken off again. I wish I could say I have virgin hair but I have died my hair 3 times. One of those times Katie Allen died it for me and I didn’t tell my mom and she walked into the bathroom while we were coloring my hair. I will have 4 kids, 2 girls and 2 boys, their names will be Noah, Landon, Eliza Rae and Lacey--in that order. I like writing this. I don’t ever take my iPod with me because I always forget about that--and for the most part that is okay because I typically have a song playing in my head and I always walk to the speed of that song. I have a mac book pro and I have no idea why I got this computer, it was dang expensive and the only thing I use it for is to write papers or watch movies. I used to hate to read but no I enjoy reading, I asked for a bunch of books for christmas and I can’t wait to get them. I used to be afraid of my relief society coordinator but today she gave us really cute angels filled with candy and she was really nice so i’m not really afraid of her any more. It is really warm in my room right now but my bed is really high off the ground and I don’t feel like jumping off my bed, turning the air down then jumping back on my bed. I love flavor blasted gold fish and I love the Cannon Center’s ranch dressing. I tried a cookie at the Cannon center once and I didn’t like it, I don’t know why everyone likes them so much. I think I think a lot. Sometimes I think I think too much. I don’t really talk to anyone in any of my classes and I hate it when we have group projects. I complain about my calling a lot and I’m going to try to stop doing that. I don’t like jewelry and the only jewelry I wear is my ring that I got for my 16th birthday made out of the diamonds from my mom’s wedding ring. All I really want is one best friend, who I wont feel stupid calling every hour or so just to talk. I don’t like carrying a purse but in peru this last year I discovered sling bags and I absolutely love them. I like to make people laugh but it takes me a long time to be comfortable with people so I don’t make a lot of people laugh. I do not like going tping. I think that is because I don’t like the dark. Its not that I am afraid of the dark I would just prefer brightness to a dim lit setting. I don’t like expectations-- I would rather call them goals because that is ok if you don’t reach a goal but its really sad if you don’t meet an expectation. I think dayquil is one of the greatest medical breakthroughs in the whole world. I took a floral design class and absolutely loved it-- I have considered getting a job at a florist. But I would never want a boy to get me flowers--i think it is a waste of money because you cant eat them and they just die in a few days. I am always trying to look at the positive things in life and to seem like a positive person. I really miss my bed. I use the same headband to wash my face everyday. I tried really hard to memorize the rap part of the song down and now I think everyone is sick of that song. There are a few dreams that I have remembered for a really long time. I don’t like talking on the phone. I think thongs are uncomfortable but I think underwear lines are grosser. I love christmas music but only after thanksgiving and before the 26th. I cant burp. So when I drink soda my stomach makes really weird noises. I have had three surgeries in my life. The first one was to remove a bunch of blood vessels in my nose, the second to remove my wisdom teeth and the third to repair my meniscus. I don’t mind surgery. To be honest, I would rather have surgery than get a shot. Sometimes I worry that I have set my goals to high. I want to be the first woman disney CEO. And I get really worried that I will be really disappointed if I don’t get there. I couldn’t imagine living anywhere other than southern california for the rest of my life. When I was a kid I was a little obsessed with gorillas and I had many stuffed gorillas and I once organized a wedding for two of my stuffed gorillas. I don’t like sleep overs-- I would much rather just sleep in my own bed. I cannot skate-- ice or roller. I don’t know why but my body does not know how to move on skates. I really liked my business class TA and we hung out a lot then he suddenly stopped talking to me and two weeks later he was facebook officially in a relationship with someone. I think weird looking couples are really funny. I am glad I am short so I don’t have to make sure my husband is taller than me because more than likely he will be. I think notebooks are much better than binders because binders take up a lot of space. Sometimes I wonder if everyone in the world are actors and they are just watching what I am doing. I check my phone a lot and sometimes I will purposly leave my phone somewhere for an extended period of time because I love the feeling of having multiple notifications on my phone. I have always wanted a clap light, like the kind that mary kate and ashley used to have. I have never seen an R rated movie but I think I would give into to temptation really easily if someone wanted to watch Slumdog Millionaire. I never really liked swimming and I think that is because I have always had lots of hair and it takes a really long time for my hair to dry. I don’t know a lot about fashion but I know what looks good on me. I love pajamas and I have a whole rubbermaid thing full of pajamas. I don’t like shoes and if I could I would wear my rainbows every single day. I am kind of a pack-rat and I keep everything because I am afraid of throwing memories away. I love the saying, “life is too short to be anyone other than yourself.” sometimes when I get really bored in class I just doodle flowers because I’m not good at doodling anything else. I love the smell of birthday candles that have just been blown out. I don’t understand a lot of the slang people my age use but I pretend like I do. I do not like to drive but I know that I have to. If I ever get really rich I will hire a chauffeur. I don’t know cars very well and I feel dumb when people talk about cars. There are a bunch of crumbs in my bed right now because while I am writing this I am eating flavor blasted gold fish. There is a girl in my ward is engaged right now and that scares me. I hate it when people use sexual humor and I don’t find it funny at all. I miss my dog, but not a lot. I am really enjoying writing this. I have never really liked shopping, my stress reliever is organizing or looking at dresses online. I know that I word vomit a lot and I am working on not doing that because I know it annoys people. I still haven’t driven in the snow and I am terrified to. I have Asian freckles on my arms and legs. When I was little I wanted to be an artist and I now I wish I would have tried harder so I would have been more artistic now. I never understood why people are scared of clowns. I love nicholas sparks books even though all of his books have the exact same story line just with different characters. I try to be me always. I used to be a morning person but since I have been at college I have had a really hard time getting up at 9:30 for my 10:00 class. I didn’t used to take my eye makeup off but now I couldn’t imagine getting in bed with eye make up on. I never really got into blogs but I might now. Once I read shannon mehners blog and I really enjoyed reading that. I love it when people comment on my pictures on facebook because I like to know that people are thinking about me. Oh goodness it is really warm in my room but I really do not want to get up. There is a pink tree in my room right now with sparkly ornaments. I like foamy soap. I wish that I were better at my hair because sometimes I think my hair is boring always straight. There are times I wish I was a boy but most of the time I am really glad that I am a girl. I pray that my husband will love disney as much as I do. I will never be perfect but I hope I get pretty dang close. Kelly just turned the air off so now I dont have to get up and turn it off, thank goodness. I don’t really wear socks unless I absolutely have to. I get nose bleeds a lot and I’m pretty much used to them. I want to take a cake decorating class. My dayquil is wearing off so I am going to go to bed so I can go buy more in the morning.